Wednesday, November 3, 2010
What am I thinking??
Yesterday, we found out we are going to get to have our little Konner next Friday. What am I thinking? I'm thrilled! I can't wait to meet this little guy but also, I am very scared. I've had a c-section before but that's not what I am scared about. I'm scared about what they are going to find in there, which could quite possibly be a placenta that has fused to my uterus. I could bleed immensely, need a transfusion and possibly loose my uterus. That is hard to swallow. Someone telling you you can't have anymore kids is awful, and I may get lucky and that may not happen. I'm really hoping so but when I think about getting pregnant again and going through this kind of stuff again, I panic. It will take me a long time to get over this and be brave enough to do it again. At least I am feeling one thing and that is so ready!!! I will be 37 weeks and so done. I can't sleep at night. I'm always hurting and uncomfortable, but I've been trying to enjoy this because I have to wonder if this is the last time I will feel a little baby moving around inside of me. :(
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Erik and Savannah
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I think that would be a really hard thing to face- it's would be hard to have that decision made for you. I am sure you are more than ready to have this over with and get back to some kind of normal life (well, life with a newborn anyway). Please keep us posted and I will do anything you need. Really.
Sad post. I am sorry you are going through this. Let's hope for the best and whatever happens all will be good, right? Keep me posted please by text or whatever! Can't wait to see what little Konner looks like!
I am so excited that they have a date set for you to have your son! I am scheduled to have an induction on the 16th of November if he does not come before that, I am hoping he comes this week. Your son will share a birthday with me!! Keep us posted! If you need anything let me know!!
I hope all goes well! I'm pretty sure we're done after two, and my heart is constantly breaking after each little stage that Sadie passes. It would be ten times harder if the decision was medically decided for you!
Prayers are being sent your way!
Hope you are doing well, I can't wait to Meet little Konner.
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