Pull myself up and out!!!

So with this pregnancy I have experienced an array of emotions. Some good, some bad, some just plain ol' crazy. Strangely, ever since I have been pregnant, I hate this town. And when I say hate, I mean hate. Did I hate it before? No. I didn't love it however, but I could tolerate it. Now, I just plain hate it. Last weekend we went to a family reunion in St. George, and I cried on our way home. I did not want to return to Vegas. Weird? I know. Maybe it's because my mom and sister are in St. George, I lived there for 17 years of my life and I just want to be with my fam. I'm in a total slump! I don't have any desire or motivation to do anything hardly. In fact, I would consider myself really depressed. Why? I'm not even sure. I'm starting to feel better, which is great. I'm still super tired and pretty much are in bed by nine. I think I just miss my old routine and actually feeling good. I miss having a desire to do things. I'm just praying this will pass because I don't recall having these feelings when I was pregnant with Avery but then again, I worked full time and went to school full time. Now, I'm just home to focus on the hate for this town and my lack of motivation. A decision has been made. I need to pull myself up and out of this slump. It's not doing anybody any good!