Monday, June 7, 2010
Pull myself up and out!!!
So with this pregnancy I have experienced an array of emotions. Some good, some bad, some just plain ol' crazy. Strangely, ever since I have been pregnant, I hate this town. And when I say hate, I mean hate. Did I hate it before? No. I didn't love it however, but I could tolerate it. Now, I just plain hate it. Last weekend we went to a family reunion in St. George, and I cried on our way home. I did not want to return to Vegas. Weird? I know. Maybe it's because my mom and sister are in St. George, I lived there for 17 years of my life and I just want to be with my fam. I'm in a total slump! I don't have any desire or motivation to do anything hardly. In fact, I would consider myself really depressed. Why? I'm not even sure. I'm starting to feel better, which is great. I'm still super tired and pretty much are in bed by nine. I think I just miss my old routine and actually feeling good. I miss having a desire to do things. I'm just praying this will pass because I don't recall having these feelings when I was pregnant with Avery but then again, I worked full time and went to school full time. Now, I'm just home to focus on the hate for this town and my lack of motivation. A decision has been made. I need to pull myself up and out of this slump. It's not doing anybody any good!
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Erik and Savannah
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Trust me, it is just the pregnancy and you don't feel a good as you should and it is depressing. You sit around all day because you don't feel like doing anything because you feel like crap and, yes, you are tired and go to be sooo early. Been there, done that. Don't worry, it will pass. Seriously. Just try to stay positive for a little while and it will get better! Good luck...
I'm so sorry! I totally know what you're going through Savannah!! It's not a fun feeling at all! It is the pregnancy, I'm sure! Babies take everything out of ya, don't they!! It'll get better soon...promise!! Love ya girl and can't wait to see you next Thursday and we can talk!!
OK....So just know that you are not alone. I too went through that when I was preggo with Aiden. I was SICK lying in bed with IV's and my family was MIA in Utah going on with there lives. It SUCKED...need I say more. I felt alone and everything irritated me. But in the end it was ALL WORTH IT:) Just think in a few months you will be holding a precious little angel. If you need anything please don't hesitate to ask. I am here on the south side of vegas but still here:)
Oh for real I'm a boob! I'm tearing up. Gotta love the pregnancy emotional roller coaster! You guys are so sweet. I love you all. I have the best friends ever. For real, my friends mean everything to me!
Hang in there Savannah!! At least you know something needs to change, that's a start!!
You won't be down for much longer!!!! Our weekend will cheer you up for sure! Sorry you are having such a hard time, it's all worth it in the end!
This heat sucks the life out of everyone and it's especially hard when you are pregnant. I am sure things will look up soon enough. We have lived here for almost 9 years- I never thought we would be here this long, but I have made some of the best friends here and I guess that's what I try and remember!! Oh and October through April are pretty good too.
Well, at least you make me feel like a normal human being. I can totally relate with feeling like being in a slump and just out of it. I wish I had some advice, but I don't. I would hate Vegas, too, you are entititled to feel all of those emotions. I think in life there are just really crappy ornery times and it is hard to get through them. I love your guts, and I hope that you can find the joys in the small things, and just be moody...it's fine!
SAD :( I am dating a guy from there (nothing serious yet), but will be there next weekend! I don't think I could live in Vegas so I am not sure I'll let things get too serious ... at least you are somewhat close to your fam still... It would be so hard though to not have everything like you are used to having it! Hang in there!
I think we have pre-partum. I'm so glad I'm not the only one who feels this way while pregnant! This time the only months I didn't feel this way were months 5 and 6, then it returned the last 3 months. Hopefully it will go away for you! Part of it is the guilt for not playing and being a fun mom with our toddlers as much as we were pre-pregnancy. All I have to say is, the energy and motivation better return!
We miss you guys. You shoulod come and stay with us any time you need some SG time.
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